The Eagle and the Swan
Derek Pollard
Again and always a January of snow
The porcelain of the sink morning cold
The tiles of the bathroom floor morning cold
Somewhere Canada geese are blaring their mid–
Winter song a vermouth song sweet around
The edges with an eggshell hole in the center
Our love is a hiccough
Something loud and without apology
The body gagging itself with splashes
Rivering toward the waiting other
Who is only ourselves ever disguised
We arrive at The Chateau at Silver Lake
Morning wine dashed off between fucks
And the fabulous enjoyment of our repeated
Exhaustion what is most immediate
Around us lit up by the wobbly light
Of a Duraflame log we replace
Every three hours to match our laughter
And the brief knowing of our embrace
If you would allow me such pause
I would say that this televisual life
Is perfect the two of us and the well–
Traveled carry–ons we bring to one another
And match against those of Mario Batali
And his darling entourage on Spain
On the Road Again which our hands resting
Against one another we blame bemusedly
For our champagney silences
Those two too–short days along the Jersey Shore
We and all the rest having forgotten ourselves
In the merry midst of this newest of new years
For another Christmas another December
Darkness pierced by a light returned only through
The baubles of our hysterical and sobbing joy
